8 minutes ago
Oh, hello there - it’s been a bloody hot minute and I truly don’t know where the time has gone! Oh wait, yes I do. Into a vortex of space where I seem to have lost my way a little bit.
This year has been a massive learning curve, to say the least. I’ve been...coping, learning and adapting.
A few months ago, my mental health hit the lowest it has ever been. To say that what I went through was a humbling experience is an understatement to say the least. I hit my emotional rock bottom and put the wheels in motion to begin to heal myself, from the inside out.
Then comes my physical health. Much like my emotional well-being, I’ve always been very fortunate with my body. To this point, I’ve never really had anything truly go wrong, until now. Having suffered horrendously with pelvic and gut issues in the lead up to my period for the last year and a half, I decided to finally go get myself checked. I was set to leave for Europe in a month, but why the hell not?! Much to my surprise, a myriad of concerns (and answers) came to the surface. Things that I assumed were “normal” were not normal - I was told that I shouldn’t be in this much pain.
I made the hard decision to cancel my Europe adventure in order to get myself right - physically, mentally and emotionally. A friend put it succinctly when he said that I’m going through a transformative year - and that’s exactly right. I’m working at me, for me. We only have this one vessel forever. It’s time to get it good.
Now that I’ve got somewhat of an action in place, I’m starting to feel good again. I’m doing me. I’ve gotten my focus. I’m excited and inspired again - and damn, it feels good. •
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