4 minutes ago
i was just shitting this morning and i was thinking when was the last time i walked to the coffee shop across the road to have lunch or to buy breakfast? i think it was two weeks ago. may seem very normal to some people but for not to walk to food sources is clearly indication of one of two things.. 1 - I am not allowed to go out to go out to buy the food that i need.
2 - I am ill and not able to do so or do not have an appetite/ i’m fasting.
let’s just say i have been relying on the goodwill of the people who are at the pantry and getting by being a pantry raider. because my schedule simply doesn’t freaking allow it. the only reason why i’m able to complete my work is because of weekends and i hold my paper(s) and pen while i’m on the train or bus going from place to place.
i think i feel i’m falling sick soon tho and that is a fucking bad thing because i will need to fret and make arrangements prior to falling sick. then spend money to see a doctor. then come back to pick up the pieces because no one will really do your job properly for you while you are gone. (even when instructions are given). perhaps this place is not suitable for me. i’m not a nanny, i’m not made to coddle people into doing work, i’m not paid to be a nanny anyway. why are we doing this shit? part of my job? how bout you get people who give birth to devil offsprings a timetable as well because it’s their responsibility to teach them how to be non burdensome human critters. oooo ooo this rant is going out of point. shit. #rant urgh this rant is destroying this beautiful picture of a #reflected #sunset in the city. #tanjongpagar #reflection #reflectionphotography #reflective #building #urbanphotography #photography #instasunset #clouds #sky #golden #goldensunset #tippingpoint #photography i always enjoyed looking at our #glassbuildlings , tho glass buildings can be very ugly, but i feel like can relate to this, ivan look at this all day and it’ll be different everyday. i think this in itself is like an #artwork a #painting of the sky on a #glass canvas. #art #instaart #complain